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Memorial created 04-16-2007 by
Kim Nesbitt Maureen Geisinger
McKayla W. Geisinger
December 20 1993 - March 19 2007

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06-19-2007 4:12 PM -- By: Lauren Weinstock,  From:  

I miss u and u will always be in all of our hearts...................4eva.

06-18-2007 6:36 PM -- By: ,  From:  

13 weeks today ... we are so sad honey ... we haven't seen you in 13 weeks ... yet we hardly missed a day in 13 years.

How do we continue to live without you :(

I love you!


06-17-2007 7:43 PM -- By: Mommy,  From:  

Hi Beautiful:

Just got back from visiting you ... kind of a very hard day without you ....

Daddy and I were sitting and praying and said ... we should be crying because you are dating a boy we don't like; or that you chose a career that we didn't agree with --- not that you died of a heart attack at 13 ....

We are so missing you KK .. our four-some isn't the same ... we still ache for you ... tomorrow will be 13 weeks that we haven't held you; kissed you; prayed with you ... but you have been with us ... you never leave our thoughts; you are the first thing we think of in the AM and the last thing we think of in the PM.

We know you are a saint ... but we still miss you hear on earth ... please KK ... watch over us ... we are lost without you ....

Loving you and missing you,

Mommy xoxoxoxoxoxo

06-17-2007 2:18 PM -- By: Shannon Murphy,  From:  

mckayla- everyday i think of you and i think of the day that i saw you at wal*mart. it was one week before we lost you. everyday i regret that i didnt run over and hug you and tell you how much ive missed you since i last saw you, tell you that i miss you since we dont see eachother much. But i didnt. I just said hi i asked how you were. Thi whole thing has taught me so much. Ive learned that when someone means so much to me like you did that i will never ever again go a day without telling them. I think of you everyday, what your thinking, what your feeling. Whenever im sad i think of those days back in CCD with your mom. There was that dog in that room in the raincoat and he danced and sang "im singing in the rain" you and i pushed the button on that dogs hand until i think your mom was ready to throw it out the window. It was really funny though.

missing you3shannon

06-17-2007 12:19 PM -- By: Mommy,  From:  

Our first Father's Day without you beautiful ...so sad and missing you terribly ....

Mass was beautiful today ...

Missing you terribly...

Love Mommy

06-15-2007 2:53 PM -- By: Elly,  From: mont vernon  

Mckayla, I miss you everyday. See you someday in the future. I love you. love Elly

06-15-2007 1:07 PM -- By: Mommy,  From:  

Missing you terrible in NH honey ...

A precious memory came to me today as I was out riding around, the time Aunty Holly gave you the Teddy Bear Picnic theme birthday present ... you sat in the great room in your new beautiful yellow bathing suit with the butterfly in the corner .. and you had all your dolls and teddy bears out on a blanket and having a tea party ...

You weren't really a girlie girlie ... but for some reason -- you loved having that tea party...

I have a few pictures of that beautiful site.

Dear God we miss you terribly .... and I don't know if our hearts or lives will NEVER EVER be the same ....


06-14-2007 2:42 PM -- By: Isabella,  From:  

Kayla, everyone in Amherst/Mont Vernon cared and still does care about you. You were special to everyone. I will not fear death as much as I used to, I mean why would I, I'd get to see you again. ~Isabella

06-14-2007 12:47 PM -- By: Colleen,  From: New Boston  

The rain to the wind said, 'You push and I'll pelt.' They so smote the garden bed That the flowers actually knelt, And lay lodged--though not dead. I know how the flowers felt. Robert Frost (Lodged)

06-13-2007 10:49 PM -- By: Kelley,  From: Nashua NH  

McKayla was a Beautiful Little Girl and She grew into a Beautiful Young Girl. She will always Be with You in spirit. She will always be with You! She was not so much the Beautiful Shell that she inhabited. As She was the Beautiful Spirit that Inhabited the Beautiful Shell. Our Spirit is truely who We are!

06-13-2007 4:26 PM -- By: Mommy,  From:  


...I realize that sometimes the reason I feel so strange is that part of my heart is not here on earth anymore ... I gave it to McKayla and she took it with her ... (named changed)

None of us will ever be the same. There is no turning back, no becoming again what we were before McKayla died. The school of suffering has taught us lessons that can be learned only in its hallways. We are different .. all of us.

We love you beautiful! Missing you terribly. xo

06-13-2007 4:07 PM -- By: ,  From:  

Rev 21:4 ...

He will wipe away every tear from their eyes; and there will no longer be any death; there will no longer be any mourning, or crying, or pain; the first things have passed away."

06-13-2007 3:54 PM -- By: Emily Ballantyne (age 13),  From: Amherst, NH  

Dear Geisinger Family, I visit McKayla's virtual memorial about once a week. Every time I visit, I am touched by the things that people have to say in the guestbook. Before now, I felt that I had no right to write in the guestbook, because I knew McKayla only by name and face - not by her personality. But now, I feel that it would be disrespectful to her and you, not to write anything. I want to say thank you, I'm sorry, and I love you. I pray for you and McKayla every night. I have no idea why God would have to take McKayla, but please, never give up on your faith! Love, Emily

06-13-2007 9:56 AM -- By: Rosemary Carroll,  From: Tennessee  

I miss you so much KK. It is still so hard to believe that I will never see you again on this earth or have one of your incredible hugs! Thinking about you and loving you bunches and bunches from Tennessee. Aunty Rose

06-12-2007 5:35 PM -- By: julie,  From:  

I found these in a book I'm reading:

"To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord."

"In heaven there are no more tears or sorrow, no illnesses of pain..."

McKayla is finaly with God, and that's the best we can hope for, no matter how much we miss her.

06-11-2007 7:07 PM -- By: Alexis Keable,  From: Amherst  

Dear Mrs. Geisinger

I have read your entries and it shows that you and your family have so much love for McKayla. Whenever I miss her again I talk to her. I just go into a quite place and talk. It makes me feel better, it might work for you aswell. I am always her for you if you ever need someone else to talk to or just for a hug. You and your family will allways be in my prayers.

xoxoxo Alexis

06-11-2007 3:36 PM -- By: anli,  From: nh  

here are the lyrics from a song called "For Good" from the musical Wicked. it really fits.

For Good

I've heard it said That people come into our lives for a reason Bringing something we must learn And we are led To those who help us most to grow If we let them And we help them in return Well, I don't know if I believe that's true But I know I'm who I am today Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit As it passes a sun Like a stream that meets a boulder Halfway through the wood Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you I have been changed for good

It well may be That we will never meet again In this lifetime So let me say before we part So much of me Is made of what I learned from you You'll be with me Like a handprint on my heart And now whatever way our stories end I know you have re-written mine By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring By a wind off the sea Like a seed dropped by a skybird In a distant wood Who can say if I've been changed for the better? But because I knew you

Because I knew you

I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air I ask forgiveness For the thing I've done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know There's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Like a comet pulled from orbit As it passes a sun Like a stream that meets a boulder Halfway through the wood

Like a ship blown from its mooring By a wind off the sea Like a seed dropped by a bird in the wood

Who can say if I've been Changed for the better? I do believe I have been Changed for the better

And because I knew you...

Because I knew you...

Because I knew you... I have been changed for good.

06-11-2007 10:19 AM -- By: ,  From:  

Dying is nothing to fear. It can be the most wonderful experience of your life. It all depends on how you have lived.

06-11-2007 8:48 AM -- By: Mommy,  From:  


Today is 12 weeks since we last held hands, or since I last kissed you or prayed with you or last heard you play the piano.

The pain is constant and we miss you terribly. I have you winter hat in the back of my car -- as I go to work I keep it close to me ... I can still smell you and when my long days I, I had it close for the ride home.

I still can't believe that you are gone ... I wake up everything morning praying that I have been having a terribly nightmare ...

We love you, miss you, and long to have you in our arms again.

I love you, and miss you with every beat of my heart and not a minute goes by that you aren't close to me in my mind and heart ...

Help us KK ... help us learn to try and live without you (in body) .... the days are blanked with sadness.

xoxo mommy

06-10-2007 8:57 PM -- By: Maddie Lewis,  From: Hollis Nh  

My family and I are praying for McKayla's family and herself everyday and are also praying for all the families who knew the Geisinger -Maddie

06-10-2007 6:38 PM -- By: Alexis K.,  From: Amherst  

To McKayla's Family,

You should be so proud to have had a daughter so wounderful, nice, outgoing, amazing, someone everyone could look up to. I am always here in the good and bad. After this tragity happened I have made my life so much better. I live for each day and have been a nicer person.

Thanks McKayla, for everything you have showed me and for what you have taught me.

My prayers will always be with you all.

Love, Alexis Keable

06-10-2007 12:46 PM -- By: Kelsey Bailey,  From: ASC  

Mckayla I only wish I could have gotten to now you better. You were an amazing soccer player.

06-10-2007 10:49 AM -- By: madison thompson,  From: Amherst, NH  

Mckayla i am soo sorry, now that you are gone i want to be your friend. That party I went to that your parents hosted was a lot of fun and I'm sorry I was kind of a jerk to you. Please forgive, I did not know what i was doing. You have tought me to be friends with everyone and to enjoy life instead of wasting time by watching tv or having a fight with your parents. I wish i had what you had, loving parents, a wonderful sister, so many friends, but you had to leave that all behind and i am sorry. please forgive me.

06-10-2007 10:38 AM -- By: Maryann Stuke,  From: Nashua, NH  

McKayla-you are a tribute to your Mom and Dad's love for each other, for you and your sister, and for the Lord. Thank you for your beautiful, innocent legacy. You are hope for the world that longs for purity of heart and true love.

06-09-2007 3:38 PM -- By: Alexis K,  From: Amherst  

McKayla was my first friend when I moved to New Hamphsire in 4th grade. I couldn't believe that she is gone and I just want to say Thank You for visiting this memorial and for keeping her in your life. I still talk to her, she comforts me like she always did. She is still with us, even thought she is latent.

06-09-2007 8:16 AM -- By: Isabella,  From:  

One of the new soccer fields is being named after McKayla. Her soccer team, the Geisingers, and the school board were all there. McKayla's name will be both in Amherst and Mont Vernon for a very, very long time.


06-09-2007 7:50 AM -- By: Elizabeth Fontaine,  From: Mont Vernon  

McKayla will never be forgotten. Mckayla was such a good freind to me, and everybody else. I LOVE YOU MCKAYLA

~ Elizabeth

06-08-2007 3:27 PM -- By: Ali Sumski,  From: Amherst  


06-08-2007 7:11 AM -- By: ,  From:  

Family and Friends:

Tonight, the 7th Graders at Amherst Middle School, dedicated their End of the Year Concert song ... Seasons of Love, to McKayla. KK was asked by her Chorus teacher a few months ago to play the Seasons of Love piece on the piano for the ensemble tonight .... And KK had been practicing for a couple of months ... I guess the Chorus decided to go with a recording, instead of someone playing it on the piano.

The song is from the hit Broadway Play RENT ... If you search the net (UTUBE) ... you will find a video of the cast from Rent singing the song ... I would paste the URL here -but it isn't allowed.

It is an amazing tribute ... I saw the words and I didn't get it .. but when I watched the video ... then I got it!!!!!! KK we miss you every second of the day ... but we know that you are amazingly happy and no worries are with you

Tonight we also attended a school board meeting in which KK's Amherst Soccer Team (U13) petitioned, firstly the Amherst Board of Selectman (a few weeks ago) and then the Amherst School Board, to have one of the new soccer fields (next to the High School) named after McKayla ...To see her team arrive, rushing from their concert, in their uniforms (just as emotional as the team showing up in their uniforms when we buried her a couple of weeks ago).... and then all of them going up to speak on KK's behalf (Katherine Dillon was the spokeswoman) .. was an incredible experience ... a very emotional experience ... a humbling experience ... if not a very spiritual experience. Not only that ... but the strong support from the teams parents was and is just amazing ... and to think the KK's name will continue on, long after our journey on earth has ended ....

I sit here, typing this, and I am so moved by all the efforts made by our communities, both Mont Vernon and Amherst ...McKayla, we are positive, is blown away by all of this 'fuss' .... Our beautiful girl will live in our hearts every day of our life (not missing a heart beat) ... but let us make a difference .. let us be everything that we can be ... everything that God wants us to be ... Let us make a difference like KK did in 13 short years ... It amazes me what she accomplished ... really without even knowing it ... God is definitely good!

Please continue to keep us in your prayers ... we need them!

Loving you from Mont Vernon!

It is an amazing tribute ... I saw the words and I didn't get it .. but when I watched this video ... and I got it!!!!!! KK we miss you every second of the day ... but we know that you are amazingly happy and no worries are with you .... Loving you from home, Mommy.

06-07-2007 9:20 PM -- By: shelby belak,  From: amherst NH  

we all miss Mckayla and she will never leave our hearts. if there is ever something that would cheer me up it is thinking about the great life she lived and the amazing people she was always surrounded by. we all love her and we all love you. - shelby B.


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