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09-20-2007 8:48 AM -- By: Mommy, From:
Hi My Baby Girl:
Today, as Justine and I walked, a huge wave of grief just over came me. After I got ready to go to work, I visited you like I do every morning ... and I watered your flowers - you had a gorgeous bouquet laying in front of your cross and someone also brought you a little pumpkin that said We MIss You KK. Your candy bag (full) from last Halloween still hangs on your chair in your room :(. I have not stopped crying ...
I stood before your cross and asked God, again, how are we do endure this pain and suffering ...Sadness just prevails ... and the pain and ache is at times overwhelming. I have been reading so many griefing books and they all come up with the same conclusion -- it takes time ... up to five years some say before some 'normalcy' will surface. But one thing is for sure - we will never ever be the same.
We had heaven on earth - and thanked God for it every day, thanking him for our safe traveling mercies and that we were once again together .... I wish I understood why ... not that it would matter because, we just miss you! I love you xoxoxoxo
Missing you - truly, with every breathe .. loving you my baby girl xoxoxo
09-20-2007 8:12 AM -- By: , From:
McKayla - We visited your final resting spot yesterday to remember you since you joined God 6 months ago. What a beautiful and peaceful spot your family picked out for you. The sun was shining on your cross and the many flowers that have been left for you are beautiful - just like you! We continue to keep your family in our prayers and know that you are their heavenly angel blessing them with strength. At mass yesterday, the priest said that Heaven is a place without suffering, pain and sadness and that comforted me. May it also comfort your family some as they struggle with missing you. Peace be with you.
09-19-2007 1:13 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
They put in your base for your monument ... shouldn't be too long now.
Loving you, xoxoxoxo
09-18-2007 6:41 PM -- By: amelia, From: mont vernon
soccer has started, and i've played a few games. whenever i'm on the field, i always picture u with me practicing and having the time of our lives. ever since school started, i've found it hard to concentrate sometimes because your not there. i miss u, and i hope i'll get to see u again someday....u were a very special person to everyone.
always in my heart,
09-17-2007 4:43 PM -- By: , From:
I WILL BE THERE
Sharon J. Bryant
Mom, tomorrow I will be there
Though you may not see
I'll smile and remember
The last Christmas, with you and me
Don't be sad mom
I'm never far away
Your heart has hidden sight
My memory will always stay
I watched as you touched the ornaments
Sometimes a tear was shed as you did
I touched you gently on your shoulder
And on tiptoes I proudly stood
I'm only gone for a little while mom
I'm waiting for the day to be
When God calls out your name mom
We'll be together, just you wait and see
But until that time comes
Carry on as you did when I was there
I tell the angels how much I love you
There are angels here everywhere!
I stand behind you some days
When I know that you are sad
I want you to be happy mom
It would make my heart so glad
So on this Christmas Eve, Mom
Think of me as I will be thinking of you
And touch that special ornament
That I once made for you
I love you mom and dad, also
I know you know I do
And I'll be waiting here for you
When your earthly life is through
Your child in Heaven
09-17-2007 4:05 PM -- By: , From:
Seat Next To You
When you get to the gates and the angels sing
Go to that place where the church bells ring
You know I'll come runnin' ... runnin' to find you
Baby, say that you'll take me ... wherever you're going to
Maybe I want you to save me ... a seat next to you
A seat next to you
A seat ... next to you
A seat ... next to you
09-16-2007 1:26 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Just letting you know that we miss you so very much ... our lives are not the same .. xoxoxo I don't even think we will have Christmas this year.
Daddy and I have always wanted CHRISTmas to be magical for you and Amanda ... but we can't even think that we will be able to do Christmas ... we are all just so sad without you.
09-16-2007 9:17 AM -- By: Mummy, From:
Missing you terribly my baby girl.
Loving you with all my heart.
Look over your class this week and next - as they go on their environmental camp ....
09-13-2007 1:47 PM -- By: , From:
We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.
This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.
The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!
~ author unknown ~
09-13-2007 1:46 PM -- By: , From:
Are you There?
by Diane Robertson
Misty breeze wraps about my shoulders, thinly clad.
I shiver not, despite the coolness on my skin.
Comfort, I now feel.
Is it you my precious Angel?
Are you there? I cannot hear your quiet voice,
But bird song fills the air
From high treetops to grassy marsh.
I wonder – is it you, Dear? Are you there?
The roses in your garden bloom large,
And varied in hue from crimson deep, to barely pink.
I cup the velvet bud, its fragrance soothes a troubled mind.
This must be you, my little girl. Are you there?
Are you the fiery autumn maples,
Or the star-like flakes of snow?
Are you the sparkle in the water of the lake that we both loved,
Or, perhaps, the warmth I feel in the sand beneath my toes?
Though your quiet voice I cannot hear,
Nor can I see again your sparkling eyes,
Or feel your dainty hand laid gently on my own,
You are here.
For memory's book will never close –
Each lovely sound, or sight, or scent,
Another page from special times that we have shared.
Oh, yes! You are here child – everywhere!
09-13-2007 12:11 PM -- By: Rea mom of Emile, From: Johannesburg, South Africa
You are in my heart and prayers. There is a young guy in South Africa who thinks your McKayla is absolutely lovely, my son Marco 15. We will always love and miss then, time has no meaning in love. Blessed Be.
09-11-2007 8:49 PM -- By: Janis Jones, From: TN
How beautiful you are McKayla. Send some special love to your mom....she is so lonely for you. Thinking of you today Moe and hoping your tomorrow will be better. Janis-mom of Bethany
09-11-2007 9:19 AM -- By: Mommy, From:
September 11 ... 6th year Anniversay .. all I can think of is that 6 years ago - you were right with us ... You being gone is our own personal 9/11 ... Help Us KK. Shine your light on us! It is a life sentence for us. xoxoxo
09-11-2007 5:15 AM -- By: Mrs. Geisinger, From:
We cry every day - a number of times through the day .... it isn't any easier than it was six months ago.
We miss her with every heart beat.
Praying for all of you. Love Mrs. G.
09-10-2007 9:59 PM -- By: Isabella, From:
I miss you so much!!!! I got to school last week, expecting you to be standing there next to Ally, and then I remembered. I wish you were here!!! But you're in a better place.
09-10-2007 9:57 PM -- By: Isabella, From:
I was wondering if you and your family still cry every night. I do it and this morning I woke up this morning crying. My dream was the exact account on the day I found out.
09-10-2007 4:16 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Oh Honey - Nutmeg, your bunny died today. Papa found her. Amanda is beside herself in tears. Nutmeg is with you now ... your probably holding her tight and loving her.
Missing you with every heartbeat.
09-10-2007 3:14 PM -- By: Alexis K, From:
It is hard to think that the school year has begun without you. Praying for you and your family always.
Love, Alexis K
09-10-2007 2:31 PM -- By: , From:
Hugs To My Mom
It's that time of year again.
The time you hate to see.
For it was when I went away,
And left you behind in misery.
Oh Mom, I know you can see
and feel the hugs I send.
I send them to you daily;
Through the hugs of your friends.
I can see how rough it is
for you this time of year.
But when it comes around again,
rest assure I am right here.
I will once again see you cry.
Along with the others nearby.
I will reach down & take your hand,
I'll wipe that tear from your eye.
So, let this message I send to you,
be an everlasting thought in mind:
It's that time of year again, Mom,
But I'll get you through it this time.
And when you feel down & discouraged,
Just reach your arms toward me.
I am there to hold you Mom,
Forever and for all eternity!
09-10-2007 12:40 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Loving you and missing you terribly - life is so hard and very difficult ... this is so unfair. xoxoxo Mommy
09-09-2007 8:37 PM -- By: , From:
It is God who sends the darkness, Instead of only light. For we would not cling to his hand, If the way were always bright. And we would never walk by faith, If we only walked by sight.2 Cor 5:7
09-08-2007 4:42 PM -- By: Rea mom of Emile, From: Johannesburg, South Africa
Moe, You have become like a sister to me. I have never even met you but thru our contact in Loving Arms I have come to know you and your precious McKayla. You are in my prayers and close to my heart. Blessed Be.
09-08-2007 3:04 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Baby Girl ... literally missing you with every heart beat :( xoxo Mumsie
09-06-2007 2:04 PM -- By: , From:
A Letter from Above
Dear Mom and Dad, I know this is a rough time for
you. So I will be as gentle as I can be. First of
all, thank you for so many tears, particularly those
shared with another that you love. They are a gift
to me, a precious tribute to your investment in me.
As you do your mourning, do it at your pace only.
Don't let anybody suggest that you do your grief
work on their timetable. Do whatever it takes to
face directly the reality of what has happened, even
though you may need to pause frequently and yearn
for my return. Do this with courage and my
blessings. Know that sometimes inertia is the only
movement possible. Give your best to keeping a
balance between remembering me and renewing your
commitments to life. It's O.K. with me if you go
through minutes, hours and even days not thinking
about me. I know that you'll never forget.
Loosening me and grabbing hold of a new meaning is a
delicate art. I'm not sure if one comes before the
other or not, maybe it's a combination.
Be with people who accept you as you
are. Mention my name out loud, and if they don't
make a hasty retreat, they're probably excellent
candidates for friendship. If, by a remote
possibility, you think that there is anything that
you could have done for me and didn't. I forgive
you, as my Lord does. Resentment does not abide
here, only love. You know how people sometimes ask
you how many children you have? Well, I'm still
yours and you are still my parents. Always
acknowledge that with tenderness, unless to do so
would fall on insensitive ears or would be painful
to you. I know how you feel inside. To be included
as your child honors me. Read, even though your
tears anoint the page. There is an immense library
here and I have a card. In Henri Nowens' "Out of
Solitude", he writes, "The friend who can be silent
with us in a moment of despair and confusion, who
can stay with us in an hour of grief and
bereavement, who can tolerate not
healing, and face with us the reality of our
powerlessness, that is a friend who cares." Mom and
Dad, I don't know where you are spiritually now, but
rest assured that our God is not gone. The still
small voice you hear in your heart is His voice. The
warmth that sometimes enfolds you is Him. The tears
that tremble just beneath your heartbeat is Him. He
is in you, as I am. I want you both to know that I
am O.K. I have sent you messages to ease your pain,
they come in the form of flowers that bloom out of
season, birds singing, voices and visions and
sometimes through your friends and even strangers
who volunteer as angels. Stay open but don't expect
the overly dramatic. You will get what you need and
it may be simply an internal peace. You are not
crazy, you have been comforted. Please seek out
people bereaved longer than you. They are tellers of
truth, and if they have done there work, are an
inspiration and a beacon of hope whose pain lessened
dramatically and one more wisdom before I close.
There are still funny happenings in our world. It
delights me to no end when I hear your spontaneous,
uncontrolled laughter. That, too, will come in due
time. Today, I light a candle for you. Joined with
your candle, let their light shine above the
darkness. Affectionately, Your Angel child. PS:
I'll see you later.
~~ Author Unknown
09-05-2007 2:31 PM -- By: lucy, From:
Sorry for devastating loss. God be with ypu
09-05-2007 11:47 AM -- By: Mommy, From:
Loving you xoxoxo
09-05-2007 2:38 AM -- By: Marlene Branom, From: Mesa,Arizona
Dear GEISINGER FAMILY i AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS i WILL SAY A PRAYER FOR YOUR WHOLE FAMILY AND FEEL FREE TO E-MAIL ME ANY TIME WITH A PRAYER REQUEST.iT SOUND'S LIKE YOU AND MCKAYLA HAD A VERY CLOSE RELATIONSHIP,I MISS THAT WITH MY DAUGHTER SHE IS 21 AND HAS PULLED AWAY THE WAY HER BROTHER DID WHEN HE WAS YOUNG.NOW HE'S MARRIED AND HAS A BABY AND WE ARE VERY CLOSE AGAIN AND MY DAUGHTER AND I WILL BE TO AGAIN ONE DAY.i HAVE NEVER LOST A CHILD BUT WHEN OUR SON WAS ON DRUG'S AND WE DIDN'T HEAR FROM HIM FOR DAY'S AT A TIME I CAME CLOSE AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO EXCEPT PRAY.SO WE WILL FOR YOU,WE AS CRISTIEANS IF ONE HURT'S WE ALL DO!!!TAKE CARE MARLENE
09-03-2007 11:52 AM -- By: Mommy, From:
Just heard from Aunty Eileen ... our cousin George who visted this weekend .. is a NY Fireman. He lost most of his ladder on 9/11 ... he happened to take that day off to take his daughter to Chemo Therapy. He dropped her off at college in NH ... a cancer survivor ...
Anyway, he told Aunty he has your Prayer Card and it is pinned up in his locker with all his firemen friends that he has lost .. and everytime he goes out to a call, he Kisses your picture ...
Just so emotional and he doesn't even know you.
Loving you with each breathe ... xoxoxox
09-03-2007 11:49 AM -- By: Mommy, From:
Six months ... without our beautiful girl. It is only be God's grace that we can continue to move along, slowly as it is. I am starting to get anxiety of the holidays baby girl ... I am not sure how I am going to pull through them --- shine your light one us OK?
I met your neighbor's yesterday. They came all the way from MA and did't bring water. So I gave them some of yours ... and I told them I would water her Mom's grave for her.
I have met a lot of people in the cemetery ... I think I am watering 1/2 of the ones in your area ... dont' think they live in town.
I miss you with every heartbeat and we are just not the same without you.
I love you! xoxoxo Mumsie
08-31-2007 10:19 AM -- By: Jimmy, From: Pittsburgh, PA
I'm so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful child, how sad she was taken so young. May God comfort you in your grief.
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