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11-24-2007 8:59 AM -- By: , From:
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.
11-21-2007 10:21 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Aunty Coe and Uncle Joe and Aunty Rose and Jim and Justine just left. They were here with us to help us get through this unbelievably hard time.
Aunty Coe had an arrangement made especially for you --- Uncle Joe brought you flowers also ... and Jim and Justine as well (and as usual). There isn't one thing we have that Justine doesn't include you honey .... always bringing you flowers .... you are so loved.
We will visit tomorrow. Daddy brought you flowers too ....
Missing you so much honey ... my heart couldn't be more broken .. and it will be that way for a long time I am sure.
I trust that you will help us through these most difficult days.
Missing you ... with every heart beat my beautiful baby girl.
xoxoxoxoxo Mommy ...
11-21-2007 3:50 PM -- By: Aunty Eye, From: Strafford
Hi my precious beautiful KK
I miss you so very much- I haven't
vistited the site in a while but I read it every day.
Aunty Rose is here and I am so glad that she and Aunty Coe and Uncle Joe are spending Thanksgiving with Mommy,Daddy and Sis.
I am staying home with Grammy ( You know to well the reason for that)
Your Mom doesn't need any more heart ache than she already has.
Pray for all of us and as you requested in a dream I am watching and checking on Mommy !!!!
Love and miss you oh so much !!!!!
11-21-2007 12:42 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Lonely for you .... this will truly be the most difficult weekend thus far .... we have our friends and family to welcome in Thanksgiving Day ... I can't say "Happy" ... because life is anything but that ...
We will see you tomorrow .... I know you will be with us honey ... just wish you were here physically.
Shine your light on us honey - you know how important this weekend has been for our 'traditions' .... I wish I could sleep through it all ....
11-21-2007 9:15 AM -- By: Ally L, From: MONT VERNON
A year ago today we were going to the mall and eating the chocolate mousse (that you hated so much! :-))
I can't believe your gone! I just cann't believe it! I miss you every second of the day!
11-21-2007 9:13 AM -- By: a good good friend, From: AMS
It snowed yesterday, and I can't
help but cry
I know that in heaven, it snows
every day in your eyes
You picture brings tears, That run
down my face
And you not on earth
Things move so fast paced
I wish I could slow
down the time when you lived
But that is something
I cannot give
You are gone,
And That makes me cry
But for now, I only have time to sigh
You smile gives me the shivvers
I Love you
11-19-2007 10:35 PM -- By: From a Friend of your Mom's, From:
You are always in our prayers, and even more so during this very difficult time. I have heard that the first year is always the worst (not that the other years are immediately joyful or anything) but its sooooo hard because its the 1st everything.....1st thanksgiving etc. So just know that while this is so difficult, it WILL pass. I promise, Thursday will come and go, and you will still be with us, and we will all still be praying for you. Just take it breath by breath, moment by moment, and dont look further than that.....
I give thanks this Thanksgiving for any moment that you may have that is not completely saturated with heartache. If that moment can happen, that is what I will be thankful for. Just one moment of rest for you and your family from this heartbreaking tragedy that still consumes your heart and soul.
I also give thanks that you are brave enough to come here to find support and comfort - a comfort that I know that we all hope to be able to give you - but that only God can provide.
You are in my thoughts everpresent Moe - even when I dont post on this board, I think of you so often.
Here's hoping to a quick week that is short lived for you so that you can move past it.
11-19-2007 9:53 PM -- By: a friend, From: AMS
A few fridays ago, a couple of friends and i were having a sleepover and we were having a very serious talk. We came on the subject of you, and you can not imagine our sadness. With in mintues we were all sobbing with memories of the day we got the horrible new, becuase we were explaining this tradgety to a new friend of ours who just recently moved here. As you well know, we were only in a few classes together and sadly, I never got to know you that well. Knowing that the pain the I am going through only makes me feel more for your mom, dad, and amanda. I am positive that you are happy now and I pray for you often.
love- a friend
11-19-2007 5:03 PM -- By: Erin, From: strafford
hey mckay. i miss you, i love you. i cant believe you haven't been with us for 8months. watch over us especially your mom, dad, and mandy. i love them and i love you 3 missing you everday..
11-19-2007 10:22 AM -- By: MOMMY, From:
8 Months Today Honey. Aunty Coe called crying - she misses you so much ... I stopped by (of course) this AM. It was so cold ...
Had a great lunch with Ally and her folks. We are all missing you.
Loving you honey - with every breath I take. xoxoxox Mommy
11-18-2007 10:41 PM -- By: Laurie, From: Las Vegas Nevada
Im so sorry for your loss . Your daughters memorial is beautiful. My brother David Carver also here in VM passed away Aug 06 . I know how painful it was for me to loss a loved one. My heart goes out to your family. Someday we will see them again this world is not our home. I pray God will comfort you and heal your broken heart. McKayla is a beautiful girl and Loved dearly.May God comfort you in your season of grief. Laurie
11-17-2007 6:06 PM -- By: , From:
Missing you every second :(
11-17-2007 5:15 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
How are we to live without you honey? Is this a cruel joke.
Missing you so much and it still doesn't seem possible that you are gone .....
Our tears could build a staircase to heaven.
Loving you so very much honey ... it is sooo hard here without you ...
11-17-2007 10:58 AM -- By: Ally L, From: Mont Vernon
MISSING YOU EVERY MINUTE
11-16-2007 1:46 PM -- By: Ally, From: Mont Vernon
I miss you so much!!!! I am slowly getting better, but every time I think of you, I feel happy, not sad. I think of swimming in your pool, going over your house, sleeping over, making smo'res, having a mini-camping trip in your back-yard, making pizza, eating ice cream, and SOOOOO much more!
On sunday, I'm going out with yout family to Georgios after mass! I'm really excited and glad that one good thing that your death has brought was it put our two families so close to eachother. Your family is amazing, and I love them! They've helped us through this, and I hope they will be okay.
Missing you every breath, every sound, and every moment!
11-16-2007 12:37 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Hi My Beautiful:
Feeling so sad today - went to Walmart and all I could focus on is the Christmas Music that was all around.
Next week is Thanksgiving and it will be the first time without you. I am scared ... I just wish this had never happened. I miss you so terribly that it isn't funny.
Stopped by twice today ... it is so cold now ... and your home looks barren .... we will be getting you a tree .. daddy is getting solar Christmas lights .... A part of us went with you McKay ... and we miss you so much - but you know that.
Loving you honey .... xoxoxo Mommy
11-15-2007 7:03 PM -- By: Isabella, From:
I miss you a ton!! I think about you everyday, especially when walking past Mr. G's room, where you used to ask me "What's the homework" or "How was the quiz/test?"
Missing you with every tear(that's a lot),
11-15-2007 5:36 PM -- By: A Friend , From: Amherst, NH
The Day The Music Died
The morning never forgotten, a day where misery mocked us from every corner
of every room.
An unexpected horror crept upon us while we Ė blissfully unaware- were consumed by a land of our own dreams.
Snug in cabin bunks and drenched with friends we had no way to tell
This would not just be an ordinary school trip.
Screaming and tears still whispering in my ear,
Telling - forcing - me to never forget
An early wakeup call at Pinkham Notch amidst a blanket of white,
How dare the sun shine, the birds chirp, had no one told them?
They got us all together and told us the news.
Teachers wailing, saying how precious we all were,
Arenít adults always supposed to know the answers, know what to do?
No one knows the answers,
No one knows what to say to us, what to do with us.
Adults are always supposed to know the answers!
How to feel? Whatís right to feel?
Feeling happy, are you mocking me?
Feeling sad, I wasnít too close, is that still ok?
How could this happen? Someone wake me up!
Tell me itís all just a horrible nightmare.
That golden blonde hair
Will never again glisten in the sun.
The piano bench will never again
Groan under the soft weight of her gentle body.
Weíll never speak ill; the name will hold a sacred placeÖ
11-15-2007 10:05 AM -- By: ONE DAY, From:
There will come a day
when your tears of sorrow
will softly flow into tears of remembrance...
and your heart will begin to heal itself...
and grieving will be interrupted by episodes of joy...
and you will hear the whisper of hope.
There will come a day
when you will welcome the tears of remembrance...
as a sunshower of the soul...
a turning of the tide...
a promise of peace.
There will come a day when you will...
go on believing...
and treasure the tears of
11-12-2007 7:28 PM -- By: renee, From:
wishing you and your family a magical holiday! thinking of you... mommy to skye harrison, daughter to maria romanchick both on vm!
11-11-2007 8:35 PM -- By: renee, From: nj
god bless this precious angel always... (mommy to skye harrison, daughter of maria romanchick both on vm!)
11-11-2007 3:21 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Loving you .... we visited you after Mass today, as we do every Sunday as a family. Met with Ally's family after Mass today as well. Was so good to see them. We are going to my favorite place after Mass next weekend with them. We shall look forward to that ... such a great family.
I know you know - but Elly planted what is called ďDouble Snow Drops" for you today at your grave .... I can only imagine how beautiful they will look - popping their buds from the snow ... A wonderful reminder to us that even amidst the death of winter ... spring will bring new life....
Well, honey, dad is out running around helping the Poorís and Uncle Joe and Coe (Uncle Joe visits you often alone, just warms my heart). And then we will be having dinner with them and Aunty Eye Ė she is on travel for the next couple of days. Help Erin help Grammy --- as you can imagine Erin isnít too keen on that.
Loving you honey Ö and it is no exaggeration that I miss you with every heart beat. You are my obsession :(
xoxoxoxoxoxo Mumsie Öhuggles my beautiful saint!!!!!!!
11-11-2007 3:21 PM -- By: i miss you., From: amherst
i had a few friends over on friday night and we got on the topic of mckayla and her passing. before 5 minutes had passed we were all crying and remembering the day they gave us the bad news. i have been thinking about you a whole lot lately and sometimes i just cry not knowing how to deal with the pain i am going through. but then i remember your mom, mrs. geisinger, and what she must be going throught along with amanda and your dad. thats when i am grateful for the life i live. ive also been thinking about how your birthday is coming up. that deeply saddens me. i bet your mom gets very emotional about this too. also, the basketball season just started and last year when amanda was on the school team with me i remember always looking into the stands and seeing you cheering not only for your sister but for the whole team. you also knew almost everybodys name. i am going to miss that alot this season. i hope that you are doing well and that you will visit me in my dreams. i know that you already have multiple times and i love those dreams.
11-09-2007 10:16 AM -- By: Mommy - again, From:
Daddy met one of the recipiants of the McKayla Geisinger Music Award when out shopping with Amanda a week or two ago.
Do you know that the young man sent Dad a card - letting him know how much the award ment to him. And how he remembered you and your dedication in Jazz Band.
He said --- now that is something Cakes would do ... it was beautiful.
They, the Jazz Band, is missing you.
I miss hearing your piano ... do you remember how I used to cry when you played those beautiful songs and you would roll your eyes. I miss your eye rolling (even though I got upset when you did it).
WE love you and Amanda so much and you both made us so proud as parents.
Honey - missing you with everything that I have ... still is a shock that you aren't here with us .... I don't know how we will be able to carry this burden ... it is such a great burden ... and a lonely walk.
Loving you with every heart-beat. Mommy
11-09-2007 9:45 AM -- By: Mommy, From:
Loving you ... stopping by soon. xoxoxo Mommy
11-08-2007 1:40 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Missing you - but what else is new right.
Loving you .... two weeks today until Thanksgiving .... ugh ... it will be your first in Heaven ... and what a glorious day it will be for you I am sure.
We will be missing you though .... loving you honey! Mommy
11-08-2007 1:53 AM -- By: Randy Ariey, From: calif
Hi McKayla, what did you do today?
I bet your using your special talents! Are you making a lot of new friends? Your moms a pretty tough lady! Well just wanted to stop by and say hi! your friend Randy
11-07-2007 2:29 PM -- By: To Our Friends, From:
"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares." - Out of Solitude (HENRI J. M. NOUWEN)
11-07-2007 12:22 PM -- By: , From:
Iím up in heaven Mom
Enjoying Godís glorious views
Iím conversing with you now Mom
Through a porthole, of a poets muse
I can feel your sorrow Mom
Your anguish and your pain
I plea with you, donít cry for me
For weíll be together once again
Let the tears you cry be joyous ones
I am now happy where I am
Iím just so proud to be here
Serving as, my Heavenly Fatherís lamb
I also have my halo on
It gives off a divinely glow
Itís ok to hold me in your heart
But please let my spirit go
I still love you Mom
You are still the world to me
When God calls for you to be here
Weíll be together for all eternity
I am smiling at you Mom
As you go about your days
Just cast your eyes towards heaven mom
And to God sing out with praise
Next time that you think of me, Mom
Just smile and please donít cry
You know that we will meet again
In my heavenly home on high
Just place your fingers to your lips
Point them, into a gentle breeze
I will feel your love and kisses mom
Iíll cherish each and every one of these
Author: Tom Hutchinson
11-06-2007 6:22 PM -- By: Mommy, From:
Hi Baby Girl:
Tough day today - as they all are - but the weather just makes it sadder.
Stopped by on the way to work and then on the way home ... it is so dark now at night. I am so glad we have a light for you honey ... I don't want you to be in the dark.
Loving you and missing so much .... I still can't believe you aren't physically with us anymore.
Love you honey. Mommy
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